Hiatus (Part 6)


Fabae came back and sat beside me. I asked the pub owner for a piece of clean cloth and some ice. I wrapped the ice in the cloth and place it to Fabae’s face gently to ease his swelling from the punch.

Me : are you okay? *I said with a look of concern*

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Hiatus (Part 5)


I hope you enjoy both the sight and sound performance I prepared for you today…. kekeke *giggle*

Xing : wait wait…

*duuuuuuuuu*

I hung up the call.


Xing tried to call me a few more time but I simply set the phone to silence mode and went to sleep. To sleep with a man pining after you is the best kind of beauty sleep, there is a magical property to such mental dedication.

I saw Xing’s message asking me about last night. But I just brush him off with pictures of me flaring my nostril since he was so fixated on my wet nostril :p

*ring ring*

It was Xing calling again.

Xing : yesterday you said you gave me a sight performance… what was that about?

Me : I thought you had a good look while helping me with my shoe lace? now you don’t want to admit?

Xing : oh shit… you saw? I’m very sorry. I did not mean to peep. It was accidental.

Me : of course! I’m not blind. You were admiring my beautiful and white…

Me : Sneakers right?!

Xing : huh… yes yes. I was looking at your sneaker while tying up your shoe lace.

Me : kekeke okay I don’t talk to you already. I’m heading out to buy some mee pok! so hungry (>.<)

I hung up the phone again. It was fun teasing Xing, I bet his was still feeling blue balled from his uncompleted masturbation when he called in the morning.

We both went on with our life and nothing happened much in between. Life was as usual, as Xing and I are not a couple yet and I have no boyfriend in sight to satisfy my sexual needs I had to get it from somewhere.

Enter somewhere.

Or should I say someone.

Meet Fabae, the fantastical combination of Fabulous with Bae.

He is my Friend with benefit or fuck buddy if you wish to be more crude.

Fabae whose real name I shall not reveal is a friend of mine. We met at a pub some years ago, I was in a melancholic state of mind having an existential crisis. While I ponder the purpose life over an overcharged alcoholic drink that I had to pay alcohol tax for I saw a man. A good looking man. Fabae was and is what could be described as if Alexander the Great had a threesome with Wonder Woman and a Nuclear Bomb and baby was the product of the threesome. That baby would be Fabae.

Fabae had a chiseled jaw, chiseled abs, solid chest, toned and shapely arms and… for now I shall keep his penis a secret. He is 180cm tall. Soul piercing eyes, sharp nose and lips the shape of willow leaves. He had just enough stubble to look good and not enough to look unkempt. He had jet black hair mostly in pompadour complete with generous volume and vibrancy.

It was as if Fabae was commissioned by a government and sculpted into existence and not birthed.

Fabae was in a corner of the pub reading his E-book with a solemn look to his face. If a blowjob could lift his mood I would have given him one there and then. I noticed him and would kept taking sneak peek at him for visual pleasure. Out of a sudden Fabae looked up and saw me looking at him.

He placed his E-book down on the table and walked towards me with a big glass of German beer in hand. What a man… he left his E-book on the table without fear of it being stolen.

I looked at him with a nervous but generally innocent look.

Me : yes?

Fabae : “Hi Miss, I have been admiring your from afar the whole night. Sorry that it took me quite some time before I could muster the courage to approach you.” (I later asked if he meant what he said or was he trying to give me a saving grace as I was caught leering at him, Fabae as per Fabae fashion refuse to provide a definitive answer)

Me : oh… okay… *nervously sipping on wine to appear elegant*

I was holding my wine glass with both hand like how a hamster would hold its peanut to munch.

Fabae sat down on the bar stool beside me.

Fabae : Fabae at your service :() *Fabae spoke in a deep baritone voice with every pronunciation on point*

I almost wanted to take out my wallet and get Fabae to provide me with some services on the bar stool. Luckily sanity prevailed. Fabae stretched out his hand for a handshake, I shook his hand in lady handshake and he was nice enough not to use a full grip. I often encounter guys who try to show the firmness in their character by attempting to crush every hand that they shake – lady or not.

Me : Shirley is the name :p. What were you reading? you looked serious. (I happily forgotten that he was suppose to be the freak staring at me the whole evening)

Fabae : ah… that was Moby Dick. When I read I try to full empathize with each character, I imagine myself to be in their shoes, make the choice that they make and live with the consequences of those choice till the end of the road (book). That way I get to live and experience a 1000 life time of happiness and sorrow despite having less than 100 years of life. Captain Ahab just lost his leg, its not a good feeling.

Me : … *sensory shut down after reality altering experience*

There I was wondering about the purpose of life and as fate has it I met a man so full of conviction in his life that he not only want to live his own life to the fullest but he was also able to experience a 1000 different life using his imagination and his big heart.

*sound of glass shattering*

We turned to see 2 group of guys across the street shouting at each other. It seemed like they are in a dispute over some trivial matter. Fabae stepped down from the bar stool ever so gently, you would be forgiven to mistaken him for some elven folk from Lord of the Rings given his elegance agility. Fabae walked towards the group of guys calmly but briskly, German beer in hand I might add.

Fabae stood between the 2 group and spoke to them in seemingly calm manner taking sips of beer in between in an effort to defuse the situation.

“diam diam lah talk so much cock bloody banana!”

A punch landed on Fabae’s face by the guy who was shouting for Fabae to shut up. Fabae took a few step back but did not fall. Fabae did not fight back but simply opened his palm not holding the beer mug to calm the guy down.

“You all stay there! I’m calling the police!”

Shouted the owner of the pub. Fabae walked to the owner of the pub and whispered something into his ear. The owner went back to his bar tending business.

Fabae turned around and approached the 2 groups again. He placed his hand and beer mug on the shoulder of the 2 guys who seem to be leading the conflict.

Whisper was exchanged and this time round everyone left after shaking hand.

Fabae came back and sat beside me. I asked the pub owner for a piece of clean cloth and some ice. I wrapped the ice in the cloth and place it to Fabae’s face gently to ease his swelling from the punch.

Me : are you okay? *I said with a look of concern*

 

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Hiatus (Part 4)


Previously :  I went home took a shower and sat on my bed thinking of the happy afternoon we spent together.


*Ring! Ring!*

I was jolted out of my sweet recollection of happy time spent with Joey. I squint my eyes, curly eye lashes curling even more in an attempt to see who had the audacity to disrupt my day dream for he or she shall receive the full intensity of my unreasonable wrath.

*answer the call*

Me : hello~ Xing…

Xing : hello Shirley. Hope you had fun today, so sorry that you had to take care of Joey throughout the trip. She had a lot of fun. It has been a long time since she was last so happy, especially after her mom left us. Joey is now taking her nap after showering.

Me : no worries, I had a lot of fun too.  Joey is not difficult to take care of, I used to take care of my younger cousin when I was younger. Was a nice opportunity to flaunt my motherly instinct.

*I gave my boobs a moderate squeeze half expecting milk to squirt out in response to my expanding motherly ego*

Xing : ya… you were indeed flaunting lah… All the uncles looking at you.

Me : I bet they want to spend a fortune hiring me to take care of their children. I would be a good babysitter.

Xing : I mean they were admiring your figure.

Me : oh… I thought I looked quite plain today.

Xing : where got plain… you wore such figure hugging clothes.

Me : zoo keeper theme today mah… need to fit the theme.

Xing : zoo keeper don’t wear…

Me : don’t wear what?

Xing : no lah no lah.

I believe I know what Xing was referring to when he says zoo keeper don’t wear (white lacey g-string).

Me : you are behaving weird. If you don’t tell me I will make you carry me while I carry Joey. We will crush you with our combine weight :p

Xing : wah you all bully me.

*I lifted my fleshy and freshly washed butt off a little to slip my sleeping shorts off*

Me : Xing…*I gasped a little as my free hand rubbed my chit in delicate motion* Thanks for helping me tie my shoelace today… umph…

Xing : I was looking out for Joey lah… you think I care you fall or don’t fall meh… haha (awkward laughter).

Me : still… uh… I need to thank you… ah *I slipped my slim middle finger into my pussy and gave it a few thrust*

My mind was full of Xing’s shy expression when he saw my labia from the gap in the shorts.

I began to imagine grabbing his hair and pulling him to my crotch, I shifted my white shorts with much difficulty it was hugging my butt tightly. Once I conquered the shorts my pussy will be one lacey g-string away from a good lick.

Will Xing push my panties aside to lick my pussy or does he prefer to lick me through the fabric retaining some mystery and dignity for me? But what dignity will I have if I was seen to be enjoying myself being licked on a bench in the zoo in full view of other parents?

I can imagine the lecherous uncles being so jealous of Xing that they turn red fuming with jealousy and bulging anger in their loin. Their fatso wife trying to drag their partner away. In the name of social justice the uncles will whip out their phones to video our lewd act for the whole to see, although I know they will keep the video for their own enjoyment and would have whipped out their dick to masturbate if not for their judging wife.

To make Xing a man worthy of their jealousy I will endure all the name calling, they will call me a slut, take video of my wanton expression and write nasty news about me. I will endure…

Xing : no need to mention it lah… you take care of Joey I take care of you mah…

*I was brought back to reality by Xing*

Me : so nice of you ah. Ah… ah… ah…

*sound of zip being pulled down coming from Xing’s end*

Xing : you sound funny, are you okay?

*dry sloshing sound*

Me : I’m trying to fight the urge to sneeze… uh… ah… ah

Xing : okay okay I’m worried for you. You want me to go over?

*dry sloshing sound intensify with soft slapping sound of flesh slapping against flesh*

Me : no need… ah… ah… need to cum.

I turn my phone to loud speaker and place it between my legs right in front of my wet vagina.

I was squeezing my boobs with one hand and readied my other hand with my middle finger at the entrance of my vagina.

Me : Xing… I’m going to perform something for you that might disgust you… promise not to think of me as a dirty person okay?

Xing : *gulp* I won’t think of you as a dirty person… I promise.

*the sound of wet palm slapping against my groin as my middle finger fucked my overly lubricated pussy echoed across the room into the mobile phone speaker*

I squeezed my boobs hard while keeping my mouth tightly shut to prevent a single  moan from escaping however my slow breathing cannot be contained.

Me : hmph… hmph… hmph! Hmph! Hmph!! HMPH!!!

*loud trashing, slapping, intense sloshing sound came from Xing’s end*

Me : Xing… I’m done with my performance… I was digging my really wet nose for you just now. Please forgive my dirty performance…

I hope you enjoy both the sight and sound performance I prepared for you today…. kekeke *giggle*

Xing : wait wait…

*duuuuuuuuu*

I hung up the call.

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Hiatus (part 3)


Previously : Xing and Joey has been living together ever since, with Xing acting as both mother and father to young Joey.
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Hiatus (part 2)


Previously: Xing: let’s talk some other day. It was nice chatting with you.

I think might have accidentally stumbled upon a wrong topic…

I had forgotten that he was a divorcee and made a joke out of it.

The following day I message Xing  to apologize as I was afraid that I might have hurt his feeling by asking about his wife. After some chit chat we gradually open up to each other and I told him why I was renting a room rather than staying with my parents while he told me about the circumstances leading to his current situation.

Apparently Xing’s wife Janice left him and Joey after she had an affair with a guy she knew online. According to Xing, Janice dreamt of a Korean idol drama kind of life. To Janice to be average is to suffer, she yearn to have an exciting life saturated with unhealthy dose of melodrama and climax.

Taking care of Joey was never her priority,she felt that Xing and Joey doomed her to a life of motherhood. Janice lusted for the excitement of courtship again. When she did not get her fill from Xing she decided to get it from other man. She downloaded a dating app, soon she was addicted to it. Janice would spend almost every minute she have on her mobile phone. The app provided her with attention from other man, attention that Xing a dutiful father could not provide.

Janice began to go out frequently, whenever Xing question her whereabouts she would become aggressive and accuse Xing of not trusting her.

Gradually Xing found out that Janice was meeting another man at budget hotel during weekend afternoon. Janice would often claim that she was out shopping with her friends.

Xing confronted Janice over the matter after he sent Joey to her grandparent’s place. Janice was once again on her way out of her house for “shopping”.

Xing : you are going out again? Bugis or Geylang?

Janice : what do you mean? I’m going to town to shop with my friends.

Xing : I know you are cheating on me, on us. You are cheating on our family!

Janice : *roll eyes* stop being so melodramatic. I’m sick and tired of the two of you. All Joey does is cry and all you do is work and work, if you aren’t working you are spending time with Joey. What about me? I am your wife!  It has almost been a year since we last had sex. You don’t give a shit about me! If you can’t give me the love I deserve then I will find it someone who does! And oh… he does love me, very deeply I might add!

Xing : I spent all my time and energy on this family and all you can think of is some sexual attention? You are a failure as a wife and mother!

Janice : I might fail as a wife and mother but you sure is a failure of a lover! I’m going out now and the next time I’m back I will be back with my boyfriend to pick up my things.

Janice left their flat and did not went back for 3 days. Xing decided to move to his parent’s place with Joey to avoid an ugly confrontation.

About a week after Xing went back to the flat and found out that Janice have taken her belongings with her and moved out of the flat. Xing moved back with Joey and changed the lock of the flat.

Janice demanded for a divorce so that she can officially marry her boyfriend.

Xing and Joey has been living together ever since, with Xing acting as both mother and father to young Joey.

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Hiatus (part 1)


Hello everyone,

I known I have not been updating my secret diary for some time… I would like to say sorry to all of you for going MIA during for the past year. The past year was a roller coaster ride emotionally. I found what I thought was true love only to lose it eventually…

If you will still lend me your heart and spare me a bit of your love please read on.

It was a hot Sunday afternoon in late 2016, I decided to go to AMK Hub for lunch and enjoy some much needed aircon. It was a hot day so I decided to go light on the clothing, I wore a lime green tank top with a tight pair of black cotton shorts. Did not want to bring any bag so I held my wallet in hand stuff my hand phone in my back pocket.

After lunch I decided to go to the ladies. On my way there I heard crying coming from the direction of the ladies, I saw a man in his mid thirty carrying his crying daughter.

The man was 1.7m medium build in his thirties with neatly combed side parting hair. He was of slightly above average look and bespectacled. He was wearing his green NS* singlet with a pair of light grey bermudas complete with a pair of blue crocs.  Not very fashionable I would say.

*National Service

His daughter is another matter altogether. The young toddler looks to be between 2 to 3 years old. She was wearing a baby pink t shirt with a denim jacket and hot pink skirt complete with cute little pink glossy boots. Even though she was crying loudly she still look very cute to me. She has a very cute face with baby chubby cheek that I so want to pinch. Last of all she was sporting a bob hair just like me (^~^)

They were standing outside the handicap toilet, I have no idea what was the issue with the 2 of them. I proceed to the ladies to do my ladies business. When I came out of the ladies they were still outside the handicap toilet. The daughter was still crying loudly. There was already a group of auntie gathering around to see what the commotion was all about. I was curious and so stayed around a bit to see how the situation will develop. The father was trying hard to console his daughter and I overhead him saying, “wait… just wait a short while.” After a few minute I could no longer stand watching the young baby girl continue to crying.

I pluck up my courage to approach the father and daughter pair and spoke to the man.

Me: Hi, my name is Shirley. May I know what is happening and if I can be of any help?

Bespectacled guy: my daughter wants to use the toilet but it is currently occupied.

He gesture to the handicap toilet.

Me: you can bring him to gents? She is a kid should be okay.

Bespectacled guy: she is shy and I don’t want her to see their… you know what…

Me: oh I see… In that case why don’t I bring her to the ladies?

Bespectacled guy: really? That’s great! Joey, go with jiejie to toilet okay? She will bring you in.

Me: *I stretch out my hand to lead the baby girl to the ladies* come, Joey, Jiejie bring you to toilet okay?

Bespectacled guy: Joey,  be a good girl and go with jiejie.

Joey stop stop crying to look at me with her big round eyes. She reluctantly stretch out her hand for me to hold. Keeping to the pace of her small foot step I brought Joey to the ladies. I used to take care of my younger cousin when they stayed over at our place so I had no problem taking care of Joey. Joey did her business quickly and I carried her to reach the basin to wash her hand, we left the ladies after drying her hand.

When we saw her father again Joey walked briskly to approach her father. Joey did not let go of my hand even as we walk towards her father. Upon reaching her father I tried to hand Joey to her father but she would not let go of my hand. Her father and I exchange a confuse look. Joey’s father squat down to speak to her while ruffling her hair. Joey mumbled something inaudible to her father with her back facing me.

I looked at her father and gave him a what is it? look with my raised nicely trimmed eyebrow.

Joey’s father: she said thank you.

I place my hand on Joey’s shoulder to gently nudge her to turn around to face me. Joey tried to burrow her face into her father’s chest to avoid me but her father held her in place to prevent her from doing so. We manage to turn Joey around to face me and I spoke softly, “Joeyyy… what did you just say?”

Joey: … th…you…

Joey’s father: Joey you must speak loud enough for people to hear you.

Joey:……… y…ou.

Me: I think it’s okay don’t force her la… *I patted Joey on the top of her head lightly* anyway my task here is done so I will be on my way.

I turn to walk away while occasionally turning around to steal glance at Joey who eventually left the safety of her father’s chest to look at me leaving with her cute puppy eye.

Life went back to mundane normality until a fateful rainy day.

It was about 1 month since I last saw Joey and her father. I was on my way out to meet a friend Caleb for a date, he was a potential boyfriend material introduced by a mutual friend. For the date I wore a 1 piece yellow dress with flowery imagery, the front of the dress covers me up decently showing minimum skin at my chest.  It was a dress with a slightly flared skirt that ends just slightly below my knee. The magic of the dress is due to the fact that it was a bareback dress. The opening stops about an inch below where my bra strap should be. Not one to spoil the dress I wore only a pair of nu bra that day.

It was a cold evening, the sun has almost set. I was already 15 minutes late even before I started my journey. I whipped out my phone from my Burberry handbag and fired up Grab. 3 minutes later my ride arrived at the sheltered pick up point at my block. I entered the vehicle and sat on the front passenger seat. It was the seat that I always took if I am alone because I understand that most private hire drivers prefer not to be seen as chauffeur ferrying people around.

To my surprise the driver was Joey’s father. Immediately we burst into a spontaneous loud “HELLO!!!” in unison. Both of us found it an incredible coincidence to have met a second time under such circumstances. We began chit chat during the journey and I found out that his name was Xing. He was in his mid thirties. Joey was 3 years old, she was being babysat at his mom’s place so Xing had free time to earn some extra buck that night. Feeling curious about his wife, Joey’s mom I  blurted out my question.

Me: So… you don’t have to accompany your wife?

Xing: we are divorced…

Me: sorry for asking.

Xing: it’s okay.

We did not chat much after my rude question. Feeling cold and shivering I began hugging my handbag tightly. Xing notice me fidgeting around in my seat and asked if the air con was too cold. I shifted my body a little to show Xing my bareback to justify why I was feeling cold. Xing’s eyes widen and I could see that he was pleased with what he was seeing. Xing quickly averted his gaze and increased the aircon temperature for me. Due to the heavy rain outside I was still feeling cold. When we reached the next traffic light Xing release his seat belt to remove his hoodie and gave it to me as a jacket to keep me warm. I could faintly smell Xing on his hoodie, it was not an unpleasant smell, I liked it. Maybe it was due to the warmth from his hoodie our conversation began to warm up too and we started to talk about our work, our hobby and eventually found out that we lived nearby in Ang Moh Kio which was why I was assigned to him when I used Grab. Xing was a very humorous guy who made a lot of quirky joke during the journey. All the laughing warmed my heart and left me in a much more chirpy mode than when I left for the date earlier that day.

When we reached my destination in town I gave Xing back his hoodie. Before I left, Xing offered to come back and fetch me back home after my date. Xing meant for the offer as gratitude for my help previously. I politely decline as I had expected Caleb to send me back after our date but still took down Xing’s number. Xing was gentleman enough to exit the vehicle and open the car door for me so that I did not have to struggle getting down the vehicle in my dress and high heels.

I met Caleb for dinner at a restaurant. He praised me for I looking good in my dress and I thanked him for his compliment. Caleb was not to shabbily dressed himself,  he was wearing a white shirt with a pair of skinny jeans complete with a pair of light brown leather shoes. 6.5/10 for fashion sense.

Thorough out the dinner Caleb kept talking almost non-stop. I knew that he was trying to get the conversation going but the feeling I got was not one of pleasant humour but more like he was trying too hard to impress. I tried my best to laugh at his joke but was not able to do much beyond squeezing my facial muscle together to produce a fake smile and my laughter that were way off timing. Caleb seemed to believe that I was genuinely impressed with his jokes. I was not sure if it was a habit or Caleb was over enthusiastic to impress but he often spoke with his mouth full of food. 3/10 for charming personality.

After the dinner we went to collect the movie tickets at Golden Village. Caleb deliberately took only a single straw for a cup of drink that we were suppose to share. When I looked at him with questioning eye he smiled sheepishly,  I took a sip before he had the chance to and did not drink from the straw again.

Settling down in our seat Caleb placed the drink on his side of the chair. I was wondering why he did not placed it in between us as it would have been easier to share the drink that way. I found out shortly before the movie began. The lights were dimming in preparation for the movie to be shown Caleb shifted up the seat handle separating our seats to make it a couple seat. I immediately placed my handbag between us to prevent him from closing in on me. I am not a woman to shy away from physical intimacy with my partner, conversely I enjoy skinship. BUT there needs to be chemistry, it should not be something that you attempt to sneak in just when the lights were dimming. Respect for female 4/10.

Thorough out the movie Caleb kept trying to move closer to me, occasionally he even attempt to hold my hand. In reaction I moved away from him. Caleb was in fact pushing me towards the guy on my left with his constant invasion of my personal space. I barely remembered what the movie was about as I had to spend all my effort avoiding contact with Caleb.

After the movie Caleb offered to send me back but I politely decline as  I could not bear to be around him any longer. It was at that moment I remembered Xing’s offer. I informed Caleb that I will be using Grab to get a ride back. I called Xing and told him that if it was not too much of a trouble I would like to engage his service to drive me back. Caleb accompanied me to wait for Xing to arrive.

When Xing arrived he once again exit his vehicle to open the car door for me while Caleb merely stood there waving his hand to say goodbye. I gesture for Caleb to come near the car and thank him for the date, to my shock he was leaning in for a kiss. I dart back into the safety of the car leaving him stranded in awkwardnes.

During the journey back Xing asked me how was the date and I went into full complain mode and told him all my unhappiness with how the date went. Most man I know will take advantage of such situation to boast how much better they could have done if they had been my date. Xing was different, he suggested that maybe Caleb was too nervous due to his inexperience and his nervousness would have been due to his eagerness to please me. His smile was full of manly charm when he analyst the details of the date. By that point in time I had no interest in the motive of Caleb’s action. I was totally smitten by the gentlemanly charm that Xing was exuding. I was hoping his GPS will fail so that we can spend more time together.

When we finally reach my place I merely sat still in my seat as Xing opened the door for me. Xing offered to accompany me up to my unit as he was worried for my safety if I were to go up on my own. When we reach my unit I so wanted to invite him in for ‘coffee’ but I had to remain compose, I did not want him to feel that I was an easy woman.

I bid Xing goodbye and he left only after I had locked the metal gate. I took a quick shower and lay on my bed fiddling with my phone while waiting for my hair to dry.

*notification tone*

Caleb: yo babe,  I hope you have reached home safely.

Me: yep, reached home already. Thanks for everything today.

Caleb: you free tomorrow?

Me: sorry but I have an appointment tomorrow night.(I don’t have one)

Caleb: how about afternoon?

Me: meeting my mom for lunch.(this is real)

Caleb: after that?

Me: shopping with her. (More excuse)

Caleb: wow to you sure have busy schedule.

Me: I’m in high demand :p

Caleb: I really look forward to our next date.

Me: oic

Caleb: how did I perform tonight?

Me: very gentlemanly I enjoy the date.

Caleb: me too! I really enjoy your company.  Love your perfume too. You smell so nice!

Me: oic

Caleb: you very tired already? Want to sleep?

Me: yes very sleepy. (Bored actually)

Caleb: ok let’s sleep together. I am going to sleep too. Nite nite.

(I did not want to reply)

*notification tone*

Xing: Hi, I hope you don’t mind me saving your number without your permission. You asleep?

Me: I don’t mind you saving my number, wide awake 🙂 Thanks for the ride today.

Xing: mind if we chat a while?

Me: don’t mind :p

Xing: sorry for being a kaypo but I feel that you should really give your date a chance. I had the same problem when I was initially dating. Had you been my first date I would be as nervous as him.

Me: aiya… he trying too hard, very irritating loh. By the way why will you be nervous leh?

Xing: because you are beautiful?

Me: kekeke you later your wife  jealous ah.

Xing: there is no wife…

Me: oops… I’m sorry.

Xing: let’s talk some other day. It was nice chatting with you.

I think might have accidentally stumbled upon a wrong topic…

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Conquering Charlie Chaste part 10


Previously: Charlie close in on me and kissed me on the lips. Charlie did not need any more coaxing as he reached out to grab my boobs with both his hands an gave them a soft squeeze. Grabbing Charlie’s left hand I guided his soft hand to my pointy nipple.


Charlie’s hand was different from other guys. Charlie had very soft palm and slim fingers unlike other guys that have rough palm and thick fingers. Charlie’s hand was gently rubbing my breast with my nipple at the center of his hand’s movement.

Charlie broke away from our kiss and lowered his head towards my breast. I felt Charlie’s soft lips on my nipple! Charlie was kissing my right nipple making loud smooching sound. I was not able to hold back and moaned loudly in response to Charlie’s kissing. My right hand held onto the back of Charlie’s head and press his head onto my boobs. Charlie understood what I wanted and opened his mouth to suck my nipples alternating between the two of them.

Charlie’s other hand went down south to try and touch my pussy that was covered by my hand, however I decided to tease Charlie a little as revenge for his refusal to acknowledge my superior beauty over his girlfriend. I continued to cover my pussy with my left hand. Charlie’s right hand stroked the back of my left hand to get me to stop covering my pussy. When the stroking failed to get my left hand off my pussy, Charlie stopped his licking and looked at me. Charlie mumbled, “Shirley… I want to touch…” his right hand attempting to gently pry my left hand away from my pussy, the back of his fingers touching my pussy a little.

“Mmmmm cannot touch~, you say your girlfriend prettier you go touch her lo~” I coyly protested. “Okay, okay… I admit my mistake… you are prettier than my girlfriend” satisfied with Charlie’s admission of my superior charm I held Charlie’s right hand and brought it to my pussy. Still holding his right hand I pressed Charlie’s right hand against my pussy so that his palm was enveloping my pussy wholly.

Charlie’s right hand brought much needed warmth to my pussy as his soft palm press against the delicate skin of my pussy.  Charlie began moving his right hand to massage my pussy, by then the entrance to my pussy was already a wet mess with my love juice forming a transparent moist curtain ready to be pierced by the slightest touch from Charlie.

Charlie’s finger tip met the entrance of my pussy and I felt a slight push as he gently push his right index finger into my pussy. “mm…” I gave a out a soft moan in acknowledgement to Charlie fingering me. Our passionate kissing resumed, I hugged Charlie with both hands to get his body as close to mine as possible while his finger worked on my pussy at a leisurely pace.

Wanting to milk all the pleasure I could from Charlie I held Charlie’s face between my hands and looked him in the eye. I put on an innocent face and as if asking for something as simple as borrowing a staple from Charlie during class I told Charlie, “Didi…lick Jie Jie okay?” Being the very innocent person that he is, Charlie move his head down towards my chest and cup my breast with his mouth and began licking my nipple. As much as I enjoyed Charlie licking my breast, that was not what I wanted.

I tapped Charlie on the top of his head with my hand. Charlie looked up at me wondering what I wanted. I slipped myself out from beneath Charlie and sat myself up with Charlie’s pillow behind my back for support. Charlie was still on all fours while I sat facing him with my legs spread in a M shape.

With my right hand caressing Charlie’s cheek to get his attention I pointed down at my pussy with my left hand and this time round whispered in a seductive tone , “Didi…lick Jie Jie okay?” This time round Charlie got what I meant and blushed. “Orh…” Charlie replied with a nod. Charlie buried his red flushed face right into my pussy to give me the lick I requested for.

Charlie’s warm and soft tongue came into contact with my awaiting pussy. Charlie’s tongue went up and down the surface of my pussy.

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Conquering Charlie Chaste part 9


Previously: Charlie turn around and I immediately grabbed his face with both my hands and planted a deep kiss on his lips. I did not take long before Charlie began to accept my kissing and opened his lips slightly. I began to french him and used my tongue to push the mint candy into his mouth.


Me: “nice?”

Charlie: “yes…”

Charlie was blushing. I love his shyness. So~~~ cute.

Using both hands I pushed Charlie down onto the bed and mounted him by sitting on his crotch.

Charlie: “Shirley…please get up… both of us are attached. What if they find out?”

Me: “they won’t find out if we don’t tell.”

I grabbed Charlie’s hands and place them on my boobs. Although Charlie has a expression of grimace on his face but his hands didn’t leave my boobs.

Charlie: “you know what I promise my girlfriend right?”

Charlie asked while his hands are still rubbing my boobs with his palm through my tank top and bra. Talk about having double standard.

Me: “I know… but you masturbate right? Just take it that you are masturbating using my picture again but now using a 3D picture okay?”

Charlie kept quiet. I could sense that Charlie felt guilty for cheating on his girlfriend but I was too horny to care.

To push Charlie beyond the point of no return I push Charlie’s hands away from my boobs before removing my tank top and bra quickly. I saw that Charlie’s eyes was fixated to my naked breast as if being hypnotize by my breast. I helped Charlie remove his top and lean down so that my face was just slightly away from his face. I whispered into Charlie’s ear, “since you feel guilty touching me why don’t you feel me with your body?”

My fleshy boobs pressed against Charlie’s chest and I deliberately shifted my body a little to brush my nipple against his. Charlie’s body shivered a little when our nipples met, I too felt a sudden jolt rushing through my body. The excitement of having sex with my best friend was just too overwhelming for me.

I grind my pussy on Charlie’s crotch to give him a dry fuck. Charlie’s cock reciprocated by erecting from inside his shorts in reaction to my grinding. Charlie wrapped his arm around my body to hug me and used his hands to rub my naked back. Soon Charlie’s hands followed the curvature of my back and inserted his hands partially into my shorts to squeeze my butt. I let out a little moan from Charlie’s squeezing of my butt. Charlie was kissing me on my cheeks as I moaned into his ears from his grabbing and squeezing of my fleshy butt. Charlie’s action started to become bolder by slipping his hands into my comfy underwear to caress my naked butt directly. I rewarded Charlie by grinding his erection more intensively. Charlie grabbed the edge of my shorts and underwear to try and remove them at one go. However he was unable to do so as I sprawled on top of him in a position somewhat frog-like so my shorts and underwear could not get pass my thigh. Despite not succeeding in remove my shorts and underwear completely Charlie still took pleasure in exposing my cute bum as our lips connected.

We kissed like long lost lovers. Only separating to catch a few breath before resume our passionate kissing again. Charlie tongue was wriggling in my mouth, his tongue was so soft unlike some of the other guys I kissed before who had very rough tongue. French kissing with Charlie was very pleasurable. I regretted not making out with him earlier, we could have snuck out in between lectures to make out in some dark corner of the school.

Charlie whispered into my ear, “Shirley… remove your shorts.”

My heart was racing as I thought to myself, “yay! Charlie want to see my pussy!”

I almost could not hold back the excitement of exposing my naked pussy to Charlie.

I got up from Charlie, turned around so that I was back facing Charlie and wore my shorts and underwear back on. I dance around a little performing a short striptease for Charlie, pulling my shorts and underwear down a little to give him a glimpse of my butt before pulling them up again. I pulled my shorts down to my crotch area to let it slide down to my ankle before kicking the shorts down from he bed. I was topless and clad in only a my comfy grey underwear.

I only needed one hand to remove my underwear so I used the other hand to cover my pussy. I lean forward a little so that Charlie would be able to get a sneak peek of my clean shaven pussy when my underwear came off. I removed my underwear in a slow and deliberate manner in order, I stopped when my underwear was at he half pass my butt cheek I turned my head to look at Charlie and saw that his eyes was staring straight at he area between my legs. I wiggled my butt to get his attention.

“You ready?” I giggled as I teased Charlie.

Charlie did not say anything but was smiling and nodding his head eagerly. Charlie had such a cute smile, his smile melted my heart.

I gripped the edge of my underwear so there was minimal space between my skin and my underwear. I gave my underwear a quick pull and butt would bounce a little once set free from the constraint of my underwear. Charlie was pleasantly surprised when my bouncy butt spring in his face as he exclaimed “Wow!” upon seeing my naked butt. Charlie was closing in to have a closer look at my pussy that was partially covered my my hand.

Before Charlie could get a clear view I turn around and plonk myself down on the bed. “Charlie I’m cold…” I cooed, still covering my pussy with my left hand I stretch out my right hand to gesture for Charlie to join me on the bed.

Charlie close in on me and kissed me on the lips. Charlie did not need any more coaxing as he reached out to grab my boobs with both his hands an gave them a soft squeeze. Grabbing Charlie’s left hand I guided his soft hand to my pointy nipple.

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Conquering Charlie Chaste part 8


Previously:  A quick glance at the clock reveal that the time was already close to midnight so Charlie and I accompanied YT downstairs to flag a cab to send her home. A sobbing YT apologize to us for spoiling our fun before reluctantly went flagging a cab to get home. With YT gone the Charlie’s house was only occupied by the two of us. Charlie and I went back to his room to continue with the horror movie. As I no longer have YT to share the comforter with I felt very cold even though I wrapped myself up like a cocoon with the comforter.


Me: “Charlie… I’m cold…”
Charlie: “take this” (Charlie offer me another blanket)
Me: “it won’t help…” I pouted my lips and signal to him that I already surrounded by quite a number of pillow on his bed.
Charlie: “what you want then?”
Me: “can you share your body warmth with me?”
Charlie: “huh? Don’t want la… so weird…”
Me: “I mean purely sharing body heat la… just sit beside me. Not like I’m asking you to sleep with me… even if you want I won’t allow you to… I have a boyfriend you know… (roll eyes)”
Charlie: “okok whatever”
Charlie crawled out of his sleeping back and join me in sitting on his bed with the comforter draped over both our shoulder. We were seated beside each other, I leaned my body towards Charlie. Our thigh touched as Charlie was wearing a t shirt and shorts too.
Me: “you don’t try anything funny ah… I will kick you off the bed if you do…”
Charlie: “whatever la… no one want to touch you”
Me: “maybe not you but many others want lo…” I was slightly angry that Charlie made that remark about no guys wanting to touch me. It hurts my feminine ego. (I folded my arms to prop up my boobs hoping that Charlie will see them but he was too engross in the movie)
Charlie: “shhhh I want to hear what they are saying, not your yapping”

Having Charlie beside me was great as I could grab and squeeze and pinch his arm whenever a jump scare moment occur during the movie. Finally after an intense fight the heroine manage to kill the serial killer. Both of us heave a sigh of relief upon seeing the heroine survive. When the movie ended Charlie wanted to go back to his sleeping bag and call it a night. But I hook my arm around his and complained that I was still both afraid and cold. I made Charlie accompany me for a while more and suggest that we browse his social media account together until I was less afraid to sleep.

We sat together and went through his secondary and primary school mate. We were browsing through the good looking, the bad looking and the weird looking. When Charlie showed me pictures of his secondary school crush and kept praising her saying how much prettier she has grown since he last saw her I was jealous and even slightly angry. I kept criticizing her and pester Charlie to move on to see other profile.

Being in such close proximity to Charlie together in a room made me felt horny. While browsing his friend’s account I saw our poly group picture and an idea immediately came to my mind. I remembered that during our last gathering Charlie confess to fantasizing about me. I had always wanted to tease him about it since I first found out about it. I nudge Charlie with my elbow and asked Charlie to let me have the mouse, I browse around leisurely to my own account and click on it.

Charlie: “why you so *bo liao click on your own profile?”

Me: “I want to see something ma…”

Charlie: “you are such a narcissus… see yourself everyday still must come to my house and use my computer to look at yourself.”

Charlie complete his comment with a look of exaggerated disgust.

Me: “you don’t know pretty girl like me like to look at myself every time one meh?”

Charlie: “no lo my girlfriend prettier than you but she don’t do that.”

Me:…

Charlie was smiling smugly at my silence.

Now now, Charlie’s saying that his girlfriend is prettier than me got me all fired up. I personally think I am more pretty than his girlfriend who is a typical plain Jane with shoulder length hair. I know Charlie was not going to admit that I am prettier than his girlfriend but I figure out that I have a way to prove it.

I open up my profile and went to my album and click on a few pictures randomly before stopping to ask Charlie,”hey Charlie, you know previously at the chalet…when you confess… about fantasizing about me… which of my picture do you use to… masturbate? Tell me leh… I want to know how to seduce my boyfriend for more sex.”

I said it with the straightest face I could pull off.

Charlie tried to avoid my question by randomly asking me which location was the background of my picture.

I persevere on and ask him point to several of my bikini picture, “this one? this one? this one?”

Charlie: “no. no. no.”

Charlie just kept saying no and did not bother to answer me seriously.

I thought of a way to motivate Charlie to give in to my question.

Me: “*Didi…If you don’t tell me then I am going to open up a porn site, save a few pictures and upload them as your display pic. :p”

*Didi is Chinese for younger brother.

I usually call Charlie Didi when I want to tease him.

Charlie: “don’t do that la… you very pervert for a girl leh.”

Charlie tried to snatch the mouse away from me but I placed the mouse on my thigh using my thigh as a mouse pad so that it will be awkward for Charlie to grab it. That did not deter Charlie as he tickled me to force me to give up the mouse.

I curled into a ball and kept the mouse close to my tummy to prevent Charlie from taking it away from me but with each tickle I would loosen my grip on the mouse as I giggled.

When Charlie came close to wrestling the mouse away from me I used my triumph card. I drop the mouse into my tank top resting between my boobs.

With both hands behind my back I lean forward a little and dared Charlie to grab the mouse.

“Didi… now you want to tell me which picture of mine you use to masturbate? ” I giggled as I taunted Charlie.

To prevent Charlie from snatching the mouse from me again I then decided to use my boobs as a mouse pad. It was no easy feat as my boobs was not flat enough to let the mouse slide around easily. But it was worth it as Charlie made no attempt to snatch the mouse anymore. I navigated back to my profile page and Charlie meekly point to me a few picture.

I ask Charlie why did he pick those pictures. He said they appeal to him, especially those that showed off my boobs.

Me: “so what did you imagine doing to me when you look at my picture?”

Charlie: “I imagine grabbing them lo.”

Me: “and?”

Charlie: “lick… them.”

I slap Charlie across his arm, “eeeeee you so pervert one!”

Charlie: “Ouch! you keep asking me then you call me pervert.”

Me: “kekeke” I rub his arm to make up for my harsh teasing.

The conversation began to veer towards what makes my picture appealing to him and Charlie began to describe how he likes the curve of my body shape and even open up some other girl’s profile to compare and tell me how much I look better than them. Charlie also described how some of my expression makes him sexually aroused.

The atmosphere went from awkward to friendly chit chat laced with some flirting. I pop a mint candy into my mouth. Charlie protest that I didn’t share my sweets with him. I open up the candy box only to find out that I ate the last piece of sweet.

Me: “Charlie…” I whispered…

Charlie turn around and I immediately grabbed his face with both my hands and planted a deep kiss on his lips. I did not take long before Charlie began to accept my kissing and opened his lips slightly. I began to french him and used my tongue to push the mint candy into his mouth.

 

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Conquering Charlie Chaste part 7


The mere memories of Charlie’s confession was no longer enough as I get closer to orgasm. I began to imagine Charlie fucking me, I imagine Charlie holding my legs wide apart as he thrust his cock into me… oh my dear handsome Charlie… I worked my fingers till they nearly cramped and finally I cummed!!! My body was stiff, both feet tip toed, my hands froze at where they were and my mind reluctantly returned to reality…


I slump down on the bed panting. I adjusted my t shirt and shorts while still being careful not to alert LL. I made my way to the ladies stealthily to make sure that I did not wake up anyone along the way. I cleaned up myself and slept a happy girl.

The following morning no one teased me or Charlie any more. However due to the awkwardness lingering from the night before, we avoided each other. We didn’t speak to each other after the incident for a full month.

Fast forward a month later…

Charlie message me for some talk to break the ice. Our chat started out awkward and slow but soon we were poking fun at each other. We arrange for a sleep over session at Charlie’s place. Sleep over session at Charlie’s place to watch horror movie was one of our favorite get together activity. We usually have our sleepover session whenever Charlie’s parent went overseas for work. They are business owners so overseas purchasing business trip were common to them.

Charlie used to live in a spacious 4 room flat in the west.

When I arrived at Charlie’s house at 6pm YT who was already in Charlie’s house opened the door for me. Usually there would be quite a few of us during such sleep over gathering but unfortunately most of them was busy with part time jobs so there were only 3 of us. It was a sleep over so I wore comfortably, I was wearing a baby blue tank top and a pair of FBT shorts. We ordered fast food which we ate while seated on the living room sofa and had lots of fun cracking jokes at cheesy Mediacorp drama on TV together.

When night fall we went into Charlie’s room to prepare for a horror . Charlie gave YT and I his bed while he set up a sleeping bag with some blankets on the floor beside his bed to cushion himself from the cold and hard floor. Charlie turn the air con to a cold 20 degree celsius and turn off the light. Charlie played a horror movie on his computer, the movie was about a serial killer hunting a group of teenagers in the middle of the desert. Charlie’s computer was on a table at the edge of his bed. It was set up that way so that he could use his computer while still seated on his bed.

YT and I sat on Charlie’s bed and cuddle together under his thick comforter. The 3 of us glued our eyes on the monitor screen as the heroine get chase around a farmhouse by the serial killer. I even accidentally drop a piece of potato chip on Charlie’s bed, luckily Charlie was too engrossed in the movie to notice that :p

“Ring!!! Ring!!! Ring!!!” The 3 of us jumped at the sound of the sudden loud blaring ring tone. YT scrambled to pick up her phone as Charlie pause the movie to wait for YT to finish her phone call.

YT: “outside lo”
(Person on the other side of the phone): … (Inaudible)
YT: “at a friend’s house la…”
(Person on the other side of the phone): …(Inaudible)
YT: “have… just one…it’s his house… but Shirley also here…”
(Person on the other side of the phone): “YOU GO HOME NOW!!!”

Even though YT did not turn up the volume of her phone or switch the phone to speaker mode we could hear what he was saying very clearly as he was shouting at the top of his voice. In fact he was shouting so loud that YT was conversing with him while holding the phone at quite a distance to her face.

YT: “so unfair lo… you go out I also never say you…” YT replied meekly.
(Person on the other side of the phone): “I DON’T FUCKING CARE!!! YOU GO HOME NOW!!! I MEET YOU AT YOUR HOME DOWNSTAIRS!!! IF I DON’T SEE YOU IN HALF AN HOUR I WILL GO KNOCK AT YOUR DOOR AND WAKE YOUR WHOLE FAMILY!!! I WILL TELL THEM YOU SPENDING NIGHT AT OTHER GUY’S HOUSE AND HAVING SEX WITH HIM!!!”
YT (sobbing): “okok… I’m going home now…” YT was crying as she ended the call.

Apparently that guy just called YT was YT’s then new boyfriend Jay. I later found out that Jay was an extremely jealous guy who burst into violent fury whenever YT was around any guy. Of course YT staying overnight at Charlie’s home made Jay very very angry. Although Charlie had no intention of stealing YT from Jay but Charlie was after all a male and a handsome male at that. Jay was YT’s first boyfriend and so she treasured him a lot. YT love Jay so much so that she was extremely submissive to his command, most of the time she would not even bother to reason with him whenever he threw a tantrum instead YT would simply just did as she was told.

A quick glance at the clock reveal that the time was already close to midnight so Charlie and I accompanied YT downstairs to flag a cab to send her home. A sobbing YT apologize to us for spoiling our fun before reluctantly went flagging a cab to get home. With YT gone the Charlie’s house was only occupied by the two of us. Charlie and I went back to his room to continue with the horror movie. As I no longer have YT to share the comforter with I felt very cold even though I wrapped myself up like a cocoon with the comforter.

 

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